For the past two days I've felt a lot of anxiety. I'm not sure why, my life isn't any more stressful than it normally is (which is pretty stressful) but it just feels worse. It's like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop or someone to start yelling at me.
Now, I'm a firm believer that, baring a physical cause, I can make myself lighten up. In fact, most of the time I have a hard time even feeling extreme emotions. I'm normally pretty settled in the middle somewhere. That's why when I get into these periods a couple times a year, it frustrates me.
So, tomorrow morning I have to go see a customer about some issues we're having and where I would normally be pretty blase' about it, all I'm feeling now is dread.
Maybe I'll read even more Sterek and pretend the world doesn't exist outside my monitor.